Seven // What I'm Afraid Of

Day Seven: The Things I'm Most Afraid Of
The obvious; Anyone who lives with me knows how much I just love bugs, and spiders. I can't even bring myself to google a picture to put on here because that is how much I am terrified of them. I just can't.
I'm terrified of swimming in the ocean when I can't see the ocean floor. Actually, let's make that I wont swim in any non-manmade body of water unless I can see the bottom. There are entirely too many creepy crawly things that I don't even want to think about nibbling at my toes or swimming by. I'll stick to pools, hot tubs, and jacuzzis, please!
I refuse to stay home alone overnight without a dog in the house. Obviously a cute dog is going to stop a scary rapist robber from coming in and getting me. Duh.
The not-so-obvious; I am terrified of losing the people I love. Sometimes I have terrible dreams where I wake up and everyone I know and love is gone. It has got to be the worst feeling in the entire world.
I am afraid of failure. The thought terrifies me. I think this is why I am such a perfectionist.
What are you most afraid of?